Well it's coming up on two months since my last post. I must say however, that it feels much longer than that. I don't really know why I haven't written in so long. I've had plenty of time on my hands but I just never made it to my blog to update and write a new post. Anyway, I'm writing now so no use thinking about the past.
It was such a strange feeling when August came and went and my life didn't change....or so I though. As most of my friends headed off to start college I felt like I was frozen in the past or something. For the first time in thirteen years I wasn't going to school. I just kept working just like I had been all summer. As those who were starting college did their best to adjust to this new life style I was left in the dust. They were very busy and a little stressed out, all understandably so. However, as the weeks passed nothing seemed to change. I still wasn't getting many texts or phone calls to hang out and when I did all anyone talked about was college life. It was okay for the first little while but it got very old very fast. I felt like I just wasn't cool enough to hang out with the new college freshmen. I tried for a while but I got sick of being blown off and I really didn't want to hear about what was going on with the fraternities or sororities.
Not a whole lot has changed. I'm still just working away up at the cemetery and I still have no social life. I feel sort of like I don't have any friends anymore. I feel like I never see anyone anymore. Looking at the bright side of this whole situation, I have had a chance to spend some more time with my family. That has been really fun so I guess not everything is all doom and gloom. I do however, want to see my friends again some day. I just hope they can fit me into their busy schedules.
As for what I'm doing right now, I'm just sitting down in Anne's room in Ceder City getting ready to go to sleep. My parents are in Europe til next Monday. They've been gone for a full week already and I haven't had a single crazy and wild party. It's so sad......no it really isn't. It is sad though, that in that week I haven't seen anyone. I've been incredibly isolated, or at least that's what it feels like. Well I need to get off cause my back is killing me from sitting here and I'm ready for bed!
p.s. I hope you're happy Brady. You inspired this post due to you're last comment.
